Ugly duckling stage

This is what my orthodontist told me, she said now I have to bare with the horrible look..

I have difficulties in putting my lips together. I have to strain my muscles to close my lips. 

And I feel hard to control my mouth also. Sometimes if I don't take care, saliva will flow out, or if I am eating, food will come out.. ( terrible and embarrassing scene)

Speaking is also become a challenging task for me, some words I couldn't pronounce properly. Sigh, pronouncing is already so difficult for me and I have to do it for so many times for people to catch my words..